{"id":3573,"date":"2019-05-26T00:01:58","date_gmt":"2019-05-25T18:31:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/?p=3573"},"modified":"2019-05-26T00:04:32","modified_gmt":"2019-05-25T18:34:32","slug":"scared","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/2019\/05\/26\/scared\/","title":{"rendered":"Scared"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I have been scared of everything earlier: past, present, future, relationships, career, health. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I lived in my own little world, hatching my own dreams. I was scared of living in reality. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why was I scared of losing: possession, prestige, people.  Looking back I have realized, I was naive.  How much does my existence mean when I compare it to the vast universe? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been scared of everything earlier: past, present, future, relationships, career, health. I lived in my own little world, hatching my own dreams. I was scared of living in reality. Why was I scared of losing: possession, prestige, people. Looking back I have realized, I was naive. How much does my existence mean when &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/2019\/05\/26\/scared\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Scared&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[100,3],"tags":[623],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3573"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3573"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3573\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3575,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3573\/revisions\/3575"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3573"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3573"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3573"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}