{"id":6867,"date":"2023-04-06T21:28:00","date_gmt":"2023-04-06T15:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/?p=6867"},"modified":"2023-04-06T21:28:00","modified_gmt":"2023-04-06T15:58:00","slug":"introspect-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/2023\/04\/06\/introspect-2\/","title":{"rendered":"introspect"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Somedays, my brain gets into introspection mode.<br>It will ask a few questions and leave me there.<br>It feels like a hanging.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>These moments become tough on me as I enter into self-critique mode:<br>It is me.<br>I am responsible.<br>It was my mistake mode.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In these times, rationality, stoicism &amp; all the learnings get into the warzone.<br>It&#8217;s me fighting with myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s overall stress on the downside. Like a headless chicken brain acts stupid, moments like these make me realize that we are humans and that negative emotions can ruin good moments of life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It also makes me realize how imperfect I am.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Somedays, my brain gets into introspection mode.It will ask a few questions and leave me there.It feels like a hanging. These moments become tough on me as I enter into self-critique mode:It is me.I am responsible.It was my mistake mode. In these times, rationality, stoicism &amp; all the learnings get into the warzone.It&#8217;s me fighting &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/2023\/04\/06\/introspect-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;introspect&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[100,3],"tags":[1151],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6867"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6867"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6867\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6868,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6867\/revisions\/6868"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6867"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6867"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/atuljha.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6867"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}