Has it occurred to you that someone came into your life and made it better? A transformation of your is taking place, the new you: full of possibilities all over again in their company.
Such magicians do exist. They come once in a while and make your life swirl. Cease those moments and make the best of it. There cannot be too many chances.
The problem with many of us has been our innate lack of self-confidence and belief that this world has equally good people as bad ones.