Ratnam had every qualification needed for a sepoy role in UP police. It was his last attempt. He had no plans to follow the path of his elder brothers and cousins, who were successful gym trainers and part-time bouncers at clubs in Noida. He had his dreams and wanted to pursue them at any cost. …
Author Archives: Atul
Dil
Dil lagane me aise masgool ho gaye ke zindgi jine se mehroof reh gaye. Jina tha zindgi sadgi se, jina tha zindgi apne khudi se. Par kambakhat Ishq ki bemaari mae aise phase ke koi mauka na mila zindgi ko jine ka dilaggi ke alawa. Tukde tukde me baante gaye dil ko khairaat samajh ke, …
Charity
Neki kar dariya me daal. (do good and forget), it was a thing in the past. These days charity comes second and, publicity about it comes first. The charity has become more of marketing. Is it because we are hollow from within and, the slightest of external appeasement gives us pleasure. About a dozen-odd friends …
Junoon
Ek Junoon hai, kuch kar guzarne ki chahhat hai. Ek ladakpaan sa jaan padta hai zindgi ko jine ka jasba. Naaumeede, sitam, gum aur kuch naakamiyoo ke sitam ka kuch aser sa hota jaan nai padta. Agar khud me hai khude ke saath kuch karguzarne ka junoon. Kya khuda, kya koi auur rook satka hai …
excess
We are living in a world where we are indulging in abundance. We are more connected, which is a blessing and curse at the same time. We have money to spend lavishly, join the gangs of consumerism. At the same time, we are empty than before. Our craving for love, recognition, and likeness is more …
battle
Do we know what others are going through? How do we know pain and challenges in our life are more than the rest? How can we compare our life with others? We are all granted a limited amount of life on this planet and, most of it is painful and, the quantum can differ momentarily. …
Chota Hanuman
We all would call him Chota hanuman. Somehow on Tuesday, he would show up in our mohalla visiting door to door, wishing everyone good luck. When happy, he would read our palms. I remember mom feeding him and slipping some coins into his pocket. Like a baby, his face would light up. What was his …
Chase
It’s amazing how each one of us is chasing one or the other things. It can be a woman/man, money, or a new job. Our chase becomes an addiction and, we start living in it most of our life and decision, an action of ours gets directed to this grand chase. Everything else becomes secondary …
right
At times it becomes difficult how can listen to so much advice. Where ever we go, whatever we do, we have someone around with their experience to share. As a growing human, it can become a pain in the ass. Our friends, family, and superiors might have their own way of seeing the same issue. …
Stable
Nothing is permanent in life. Things change concerning a partnership, relationship to friendship equations. A good chunk of our time gets spent with people around us. Is it possible to pick friends or mentally stable acquaintances? Because at times, it seems our relationship is ending up to a therapy session, where instead of spending quality …